Sigh.
I miss my best friend, Matthew, so much. He’s called me a few times this week and I ignored his calls. I know, that’s bad. But, I don’t always want to have my ear glued to my phone, with my crying nephew and everything going on at once, ya know? I always try texting him but he’ll never respond. It’s cool for him to respond to all his little gay friends that want to put their d in his hole though, right? Lol. Yeah, even after I tell him that, he still doesn’t do anything differently. There’s just days I don’t wanna talk to him and hear about his life the duration of the call. I just wanna have a conversation, you know? Like the ones we used to have when we chatted on the phone for over 7 hours a day. Now, it’s just a 20 minute call and it’s all one sided. Am I a bad person for ignoring his calls?
